I did it, I sent in the cover letter and resume for a job that I would LOVE to have, but had no confidence in my ability to get. I hemmed and hawed for weeks, became anxious, determined more than once that I was NOT going to apply for it, and last night at about 8pm I just said "To hell with it, I'm gonna do it." It felt good. Who knows if anything will come of it, but I conquered my fears and I DID IT!! Now that resume' is floating out in cyberspace and it's out of my hands. But, I did it!
I also told a man, flat-out, that I'm not interested in sex, taking a hiatus from it and focusing on me. That is HUGE. I always like to keep my seducing options open, and I slammed this one closed. I'm entering a new era my friends, an era of waiting for the right one, the right time, when he can give me more than a big O. I did it, I'm officially celibate :) Time to by a new vibrator ;)
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